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so im thinking about getting a new journal im sick of meltwithyouxx, haha. mabye someone can help?
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[23 Jan 2005|10:37pm] |
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Ok. so i just want this entry to be kinda about skyler. and how thankful i am for him. i just thank god that hes here and that hes in my life. and hes just, i cant word it on here but one of the most amazingly wonderful people i know. i can say that about very few people on this earth. and hes one of them. and im glad hes alive and that gods taking care of him and i thank God for putting him in MY life. mine of all. im blessed beyond belief. and i dont think i say that enough. hes my best friend. ok hes ok. im just so happy. ok here i go, heres some pictures of us having fun last night.
He has one of the most beautiful pairs of eyes ive ever seen.:
haha
[hes gonna kill me for that one but i love it with all my heart; ♥ ♥]
whats that smirk there for? hehe
beautiful. ♥
haha, aweeeeeeeeeeeeee
Agh. i love being around him and with him. he never hurts me. he takes good care of me and i couldnt be happier right now, the end.
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[20 Jan 2005|09:12pm] |
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im, pretty much, siik.
um i hear pple say ther read this "junk" but i aint hardly gettin comments. : - /, hook me up!
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[19 Jan 2005|11:06pm] |
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Tonight was fun with skyyyler. we went to church, and then ate, then went to the park.
[Hes so cute]
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[17 Jan 2005|11:33pm] |
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Please forgive me if i ever did anything to you, out of all seriousness.
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[17 Jan 2005|01:05pm] |
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I hate hurting people and Jesus.
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[15 Jan 2005|11:34pm] |
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K.. sooo... wednesday night, was pretty much really great, thursday night, was better, ok so jared and daniellle and skyler come over and we have a crazy A dance party in my roooom, and oh my gosh, booty dancin with jared, and him being better than me, at droppin it and booty shakes? oh my gosh. hes got black girl in him. haha wow that kid, call me up if theres any ghetto parties comin up and me and him will go. haha anyways.... and then me and skyler slow danced and fast danced to the district sleeps alone tonight. it was fun. and we danced to the the faint, and AHHHH just it was such a fun night. man man man.
friday was SO SO good. ok so. school was fun, then after school we go to my house, and freaking see little homie day care, and then after that i got yelled at by my dad but its ok i love him allot.. haha anyways then we go to LOLITAS best ever, and then to my ball game. and I MADE A SHOT, the last one. so my celebration (since im only making one this whole year) was a burrito. haha. then we go to skylers... and we watched half of garden state, then we just hung out... then uhh yeah. just i had alot of fun with sky last night. we freaking laughed so much together.
Can you guys pray for me? just personal. i would really appreciate it.
[my boyyy and me thursday]:
P.S, rollerskating tomarrow anyone? no lies. call me: (u can ask me fo my numba if you wanna hit the rink up, im seriously down, call me)
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[12 Jan 2005|09:40pm] |
I WANT TO GO TO ROLLER SKATE LAND,AND ROLLERBLADE!!!
...does anybody want to hit that up with me??
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[10 Jan 2005|09:48pm] |
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God has blessed me so much. speaking to me, giving me things i prayed for, being great to me, showing me real love, ♥
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[08 Jan 2005|10:47pm] |
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January 7th, 2005. Best day ever.
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[06 Jan 2005|10:33pm] |
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Best day in a very long time. I cant even explain.
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[04 Jan 2005|09:35pm] |
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ok, ackward, but the new pornographers are SO good. i just cant get over it. and the shins, oh my my. the shins. so so good.
Im really excited to be home, im going home tomarrow. ijust have to remember to do all my homework on the plain because im so behind. haha
Well. if you only knew how happy i was with what Gods doing for me and this boy. Jesus is just. amazing me beyoond belief. I cant explain it. agh, im seeing him tomarrow. i just want to hold his hand. heh ♥ ♥
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[02 Jan 2005|10:52am] |
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Im sick of like old school churches, like roman catholics and even modern catholics.
im sick of it. im sick of poeple who think Jesus is a religion and they think that he wont love them if they dont go to a certin type of church.
Im tired of people looking beyond the point.
Jesus is not going to love you for what you look like, he isint going to love you for how much you go to church, its always a blessing to participate like do things with the church but he isint going to lover you more if you do...
I want it to be just me and Jesus and my church. i love my church. its so laid back. and i know poeple dont always think thats a good thing. but i do.
because it proves the point that Jesus is looking into your heart. not how you dress. and i know i am involved with the whole fashion show for church ordeal.
i know i am. Its lame and i dont like that, but the truth is, i live in california, but..
honestly, i can honestly say i dont go to church to mingle if none of my friends were there, id still go if i was the only one just to worship God. i love my church and how it is.
I just want it to be me and Jesus, him looking into my heart, not my clothing. because hes not like that. and i want to be so close to him. closer than ever.
Another thing, Im so happy, God revealed to me why he doesnt want me talking to certin people and for a long time i know i was pushing it because i was uncertin and scared to lose the best of a friendship.
but, God will put and remove poeple in my life. and i just need to pray for the best fridnd possible, and i know skyler is one of those poeple, but untill im completely comfertable with this amazing boy, I need to tell God everyhting and he needs to be my bestest friend, more than before.
YOU GUYS NEED TO COMENT DAG NABBET! last one, none? whats with this! its obserd or however you spel it, haha well I love you all. I hope you guys love how blunt i can be sometimes.. haha because Lord knows im blunt, very much so. oh eyah and sorry for never making sence, but tell me if i am it will help me be more confident to speak how i feel without sounding like a complete idiot.
i love waking up all excited for church and my riude not showing up! i love getting so anxious to spend time with God that i walk to any church i see and it happens to be episcapal, i love getting aghrivated with how strict it is and walking out! i love it! haha
Once again i look upon the cross where you died, im humbled by your mercy and im broken inside, once again i thank you, once again i pour out my life.
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You know. i just got done reading somehitng. and it made me think. ok on christmas this year i was upset. becausze under the tree was a little box, a victoria secret gift card and a card. and im like well i got jippped this christmas. and its sad ebcause i really felt like i did. even though im getting a shopping spree in new york, and a trip there! thats expensive. and theres people that are just ahappy to ave love and eachother for christmas. i hate how im so greedy sometimes. its sad. and ive been kinda hurting lately with, not only being greedy, but just. being lazy with reading my bible. i just hope it changes quick before it gets out of hand. because even right now im like ok i should read. but i dont want to take time out of my lauzy life that has no meaning without Jesus Christ, and just read a story and talk to him. it makes me cry that im like that sometimes WHY EOULDNT I WANT TO READ A LOVE LETTER WRITTEN TO ME, and just watch out signs because these things that i read r to protect me not to lecture me. UUGH. as im on the airplane, please pray i dont read magazines and listen to music the whole time? please pray that my time is not focused around money and friends in connecticut and new york? please please pray for me. that i come back more in Love with my maker my wound healer more than ive ever been? thank you.
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Rilo kileyyyyyyyyyyyyy best everrr |
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Im going to copy brittney...
what i got for Christmas:
Dad:
- 1 trip to new york
- victoria secret gift card
- money
- money
- money
Uncle jack:
Hew:
Chris:
- urban outfitters gift card
Aunt kathy:
and pretty much joey wins for getting me tina turner on DVD. everyone else sucks, the end.
JP i love you guysssss everyoneeee MERRY CHRISTmas
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[23 Dec 2004|11:54pm] |
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oooooohhhhh Looordddddddd, we exahlt thee!
Phil wickam was good.
I saw justinnnn last nighttttt!! i missed that flippin nigga. Last night was fun, good and bad fun. haha
uhh (yeah).
Spagetti factory is shutting down, thats so gay gay gay, my mom gave birth to me there! i went there every saturday for 5 years!
Skyler, is good. he took me to see christmas lights tonight. it made meeeee feliz! heh
I know this entry is lame because i said allot of the same stuff on my xanga. haha uhh............. im going to go now.
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[22 Dec 2004|02:26pm] |
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if those anonymous poeple keep commenting n skylers LJ i swear.. ugh. haha i love how this is getting to me, but anyways...
Im flippin excited for connecticut and new york i get tpo see my baby lauren, and then the 29th i get to freaking go to new york and shop all day for 2 days, come on now. wow. <3333
Um merry almost christtttttttttttttmasssssssssssssssss
I love joey. haha hes just so, "OH HEY TJ HENDERSON!" ♥
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